December Song of the Month: The Sun Will Rise

I am back on track! Okay, so my voice is still kind of hoarse, but I am actually pleased with this song. I wanted to do something simple, and stark, like winter. I wanted to say something that felt true, but not cliche. I wanted to say something about what I am feeling right now, these days. There were several events that wound themselves together to influence the creation of this song, in no particular order:
1.) The winter solstice on September 21, since it is the shortest day of the year
2.) The Christmas Revels, the show I was in -- Our final get together was also on the 21st for a cast party, and I was inspired by some of the words of a poem that is read in every Revels Show about the shortest day
3.)The Mayan Calendar fiasco -- it was amazing to me how many people were taking this seriously, thinking that the world would somehow suddenly end
4.) The recent events at Sandy Hook, which have made many people, especially teachers, fearful
5.) My son -- on the 21st, he ended his time at his school for the arts. It was an intense, emotional time and will continue to be a big transition for him. I wanted to write something for him. He is so naturally courageous and tenacious, but I was seeing him falter a bit with all the upheaval. I wanted this song to be something that could remind him that no matter how big or crazy things seem, tomorrow will always be a new day.

So here it is. I have to give credit to my son for the two last lines of the chorus, because he helped me with them, and to my mother, for suggesting the theme for the pictures that go with the song. Thanks, you two! I love you!

As I sit here with my family around me and snow falling outside (yes, we are having a surprise white Christmas!), I feel so fortunate. I am warm, I am fed, I have a good job and I have people who love me. I hope for everyone out there that as the sun rises on them tomorrow they will feel cared for and loved. I hope you like the song! Happy Holidays!

November Song of the Month: On to Me

Well, my voice is still not quite back to normal, but I can't procrastinate any longer. So I decided to go ahead and publish this (not so great) version of my November song, even though I wasn't going to, because I am really not satisfied with it. My voice is hoarse, sometimes flat, and the music never did get into synch. It was something about the time signature, since this song has a jazzy, slow 6/8 feel and Garage Band just couldn't handle it. But, maybe you can get a feel for the song, and what it would sound like with the proper musicians and a singer in full voice. Hopefully, some day I can re-do it with live musicians so it sounds the way I wanted, but until then, this will have to suffice.

 What I am getting more happy with is my understanding of the i-movie program. I am getting better at using the precision editor function to get the clips where I want them. I am hoping at some point to film some live action clips on purpose for one of my songs, now that I kindof know how to do it. We'll see. I learned my lesson about promising things on here, so I won't promise, but I will try. I do have an idea about December's song, so I will try to keep it really simple and get it done by the end of the month.

Thanks everyone who has commented, and thanks for continuing to check in and see what's new on my blog. I really appreciate it! Also, I want to say a special thank you to anyone from another country who is checking out this blog -- I have had people from Russia, Ukraine, Germany, UK, France, Argentina, Australia, Mexico, and China! So to all you international folks, thanks for listening! And for all you folks here in the US, I am also very grateful for your support and feedback. Happy holidays! Here's November's very late song. Use your imagination, and I hope you enjoy it!

November Song, Jr.: The Mood Song!

Hey folks,
Well, I am still sick, and am staying home from work today, not talking. I have a performance tonight, two tomorrow, and one on Sunday. I am just hoping my voice can hold out. But I have been productive this afternoon, editing the song and video my students and I made. They are so awesome, and I am honored to share this work with you. The Mood Song is about various moods (and forms) that verbs can take: Indicative, Subjunctive, and so on. These are hard concepts even for adults, so two years ago, some students thought we should write a song to help people remember them. They started with the first version of the lyrics, but sadly, we never recorded it. This year, we dug out the lyrics and some current students and I added to them and finalized them. Then we set about recording and filming. Here are the results. I know it is technically not just my song, but I worked hard on helping them realize this vision, so I feel it is appropriate to share here. Plus, they said it would be okay. So here you go with the first of the December/November Songs of the Month: The Mood Song! Enjoy!

Not-So-Epic Fail

Maybe you are wondering why I haven't posted the Song Of the Month for November. Well, I guess everyone fails sometimes. I have a song. I have most of it recorded. I have all the lyrics and tune set up. But two weeks ago, I got laryngitis. And I am supposed to be performing in a semi-professional show, the Washington Christmas Revels, in less than a week. So I have been attempting to baby my voice, and even so, I cannot sing a worthwhile note to save my life. So I haven't been able to finish the song. I considered putting it on here in its unfinished state (you, know, work in progress?)  but I guess my ego is too big, because I can't seem to make myself do it. It doesn't sound right yet. I know it probably never really will even when I do finish it. See, I have the sounds in my mind, but I am limited by my amateur piano skills, and my amateur equipment. This song is sort of a smoky jazz number, and I can picture the swishing of the soft steel drumsticks, the sliding thrum of the upright bass, and the syncopated piano rhythms behind the vocals. But I can in no way simulate that on garage band. There isn't even a patch for a swishing drum sound. So, maybe that is making me drag my feet on putting the song on here unfinished.
Plus, I also failed with getting the kids together to sing the lyrics for their songs. I am hoping to do that this week, but with my voice shot, I am not sure they will be able to learn the songs well enough to record them. We will do it as soon as we can. So it's not so epic, but I definitely failed with the Song of the Month for November.
Well, at least I can post my original November song's lyrics. They might not make musical sense by themselves, but it's better than nothing. This song was first inspired by my wonderful women friends. I have been having a rough patch with my son in high school and such, and sometimes I find myself withdrawing when things get overwhelming. But my friends won't let me just stew. They draw me out, they remind me what is important, and they let me know that I am loved. I really appreciate that about them and am so thankful for their wisdom. So I started this song with them in mind. But of course, there is also my loving husband, who does the same thing in a different way. He is always steadfastly standing by, supporting me through the hard stuff, and I am also so thankful for him. And it was November, a time when we traditionally should be thankful, so that was perfect. Still, I wasn't in a "happy-happy-joy-thanksgiving" sort of mindset, so my song took a darker twist. The result was a sort of jazz/spy mashup. I don't know where that came from, but that's what happened. So here, at least, are the lyrics for "You're On To Me". The rest will be coming as soon as I get my voice back enough that I am not worried about my performances coming up this weekend.

On To Me by Zoe Alexandratos November, 2012 

When I'm hiding out it seems / You find my secret lair

You won't let me hole up somewhere / Thinking no one cares

Every time I think I'm all alone / You track my every move

I guess that you are on to me

I try to disguise my feelings / But you always know

You reveal my secret / Identity: my cover's blown

And no matter how my plans get foiled/ You're there to see me through

I guess that you are on to me

You're on to me / You've got my number / You are on to me

Can't fool you, you are on to me

When I start to shut down / You have ways to make me talk

When I shut you out / You know just how to pick my lock

When my scheme's exposed / And I'm feeling low / You're there to pick me up

I know that you are on to me

You're on to me / Please hang on to me

Don't let me escape / I'm glad that you are on to me

When the jig is up and I'm / My own worst enemy

You believe I'm redeemable / You help to set me free

You're my touchstone / You're my plot twist

You're my ally in the end / So glad that you are on to me